so very alive...just been out in the real world lately is all...which is kind of a good thing. Eeeeeh no drawings as of late. Trying to break out of the anime drawing habit and come up with another one that I like. It's so hard breaking away from a style that I've been drawing since I was six....but I can do it. I WILL do it. Part of growing as an artist, I cant even call myself that because I SUCK but humor me will ya, is learning how to branch out and learn different styles...at least...I think so. I read that somewhere. I think in another journal and it stuck with me ever since. Anyway enough blabbing. I'm just updating cuz I like....havent been on in forever. I got sick cuz my dad came back and pissed me off so much that I'm losing hair and dealing with acid reflux problems. This wouldnt be the first time he does this haha. So anywho I'm taking tagament and it seems to help. I just wish he'd leave so my mom could come back home. I only see her like on weekends and whenever she has a day off. I miss her really...I'm glad I have friends to distract me from shit. Otherwise I'd be going fucking nuts.

WELP...that is all.